today..
what the hell..im like.so dead for econs..its SO dead..my case study anyhow do..essay anyhow do..tmr got chem and yet im still slackin.hahaha.i heck care alr la..kill me.tmr math consultation..i dont even knw ANYTHING how to consult..its totally i need lecture la..not consultation..
lol..i walked home after taking bus with lao chen today..hahaha.it was a great walk..gave me..around 20 mins of time to rethink what i wanna do..yeah...did i really look very stressed??? =(
haiz.i think in the short span of a few days..i changed alot..and i think its because of something someone told me...yeahh.but its not your fault lahh..im just sad that things turned out..this....way?
anyway..i've been playing lots of piano these few days..i think it helps me think properly..what do i really want? what was i really thinking? was i being serious at all? is it what it seems like?
next term cannt slack anymore..zz..slack anymore and thats the end of me..its not only the end of me..i'll do one more year..zz.i dont wanna do one more year..i dont want to..i must clear this year..must.furthermore..i cannt let myself down.
hmm..yeahh..i've concluded that.things have changed.alot.quite alot..tmr will be a better day? lol.it only gets worse man..
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