things are getting abit better..

i guess..things are getting a bit better? =)

hahaha..im going for guitar pract tmr..haha.hope they dont find out that im not from guitar..i mean.i really enjoy music lah.just a tiny bit less than i enjoy bball..

hmm...schoolwork..havent been catching up that much la..just been busy thinking..thinking of this, thinking of that..i cant go to sleep..been sitting on my bed since 8++..till now.i still cant sleep.zz.

how come some ppl are so driven by their work..if they dont like it, they still do it because its their responsibility..for me..if i dont like, i just dont feel like doing it.even if its my responsibility..haiz..big mistake..

whats in my mind anyway?? i dont even knw exactly what im thinking of lehh..sometimes i get these really weird dreams and when i wake up, i realise that they're quite real..must be the vodka...every now and then, i wake up not knowing if the past day was real..sometimes i confuse my dream with the reality.because sometimes the dreams are so..realistic..hahah..

dad told me to cut down on the drinking..yeahh.i know.but..actually i dont drink alot..hahah.a bit only mahh..i can stop now la..i drink for the fun one..not cos i need alcohol to survive or sth.hahaha.

piano's great..i like learning new songs..everyday..if possible..i was trying to learn mozart's sonata in a..but i realised it was too long..so i just learnt turkish march lo..but also super hard la..hahah

i like the sonata in a..its so peaceful.lol.haha

yeahh.life's getting better..just hope it gets a bit better.

ciao

Dedicated to the number 14