running away
what if i told you that i couldn't be there for you anymore?
what if...things happen in a really unexcpected way?
what if it is true that i really changed alot in these mere few days?
will you run away?
today was great.woke up at 9..met kronky at coro 12 noon..photocopied enthalpy..left for kap to MUG..i mean.like.really..we finally mugged..finished WEP, measurements, kinematics tutorial.75% through forces..but i just cant do dynamics la..because its confusing me.i mean..resolve vectors than resolve la.dont need make it so complicated right? gosh..
past 2 days, i've been mugging..believe it or not..i feel that everytime i try to mug, i get into a whole new level..im mugging much more than o lvl period now.lol.不断超越自己，不断进步。。
thing is..i'll still fail.no joke.
the only things that keeps me going when i feel like doing sth else.
1. i want to promote, together with my teammates ***
2. i want to do hc proud
3. i dont want to be despised
4. i want to make my mom proud for the first time in her life
5. i dont want to be the old slacky me, i know i've changed, and i want to be a new person..i want to leave the laziness behind..i know i've changed.thats what im thinking..in my mind all the time, when i want to put the notes down, when i feel like putting the pen down..i just think of these, and i'll go on
6. i've had enough of failing tests
well..i probably cant pass mid years..but i'll continue working hard no doubt..get all my concepts clear..do tutorials..hmm.im not that sure.lol..
anyway..my shoes were stolen..shit man.SHIT..now i gotta wear air max to sch..i hate wearing air max to school.firstly, the occasion is not fit for the shoes.secondly, its a tight fit..zzz..then because of mid years i havent been able to buy new shoes..i think thursday i shall go to queensway and buy a pair of adidas superstar..low cut.bball shoes, fit for school.just nice.air max too royal.lol!
went for my haircut..told the barber specifically not to shave my sideburn..hahahah.im going to keep it..remember sec 4? hahahhaa.i want THAT kind of sideburn..the zai kind.like goat like that one.
hahhahah.had enough fun.time to study again.haiz..sorta gave up on econs alr.
things change fast..grab hold of as much as you can..let the rest be beautiful memories..forever in your heart.
have fun.
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8:24 PM
