this is life

today...was a great day.lol.

i woke up..then went back to school to play bball with my beloved teammates.lol..

fitness dropped like anything la.hahah.really cannt compare to last time alr..thanks to jeremy for teaching me stuff..i mean..its not everyday you have such a nice senior who teaches you something when he just meets you for the first time..

hahaha.sat arnd hc courts talking crap..bathed and set off to our hangout..bukit timah hawker.lol.great place yeah..holds lots of memories for me..anyway..had lunch and waited for ec to come then went to his house lo..hahaha

what happened was..we rushed to the vodka immediately after we entered the house..which was quite gayish..haha..sat down and started drinking..ok..between the four or five of us..we finished quite abit.it felt great lahh..i mean.everyone was high and happy..it was super gay.hahah.then ppl started getting wasted..*coughs* who ah?? *winks at dx* lol..it was great though..they mainly played xbox while i was playing the piano -.- just kept drinking and drinking la..didnt feel bad until i was on the way home..got abit nauseous..but cos i had worse experiences, it wasnt too bad la..i mean..it was just a nauseous feeling lo..after awhile nothing alr.but i feel abit..tired now la..and i can still feel the vodka in my mouth..abit strong ah..

i remember..the last time we all had vodka in ec's house, i was still in hc..and we were all happy kids..haiz..i should never have slacked..shld nvr have left..i know all the time, how much you guys mean to me..every single teammate i had since sec 2..you all mean alot alot to me...everything we went through together.haiz..why'd it have to end like that..

i want to keep all those memories..they are..sweet..and i hope that this will carry on..i mean, the way we're meeting up even though we have split up.even within hc, you guys have split up into your own ways..not everybody sees everybody everyday anymore..zz..and that feeling.is shit..i love my teammates..im mean it..they mean so much to me..we never said that we were best friends..i mean.other than a few of us telling each other...we never said in a group that the bball teammates were our best friends, but....its apparent isnt it? that we ARE best friends..the best.of the best.like...we didnt even say it out la..thats why its so real..when i need help..who are the first ppl i think of?? team of '05 to '07..no matter how much i try, i cannot and will not ever forget you guys..

we make no concious effort to stay together..we dont force ourselves to message each other everyday...but when we miss each other, we always gather..and we always..always have fun..thats what a team is for.best thing is this..no matter who betrays who or whatever..actually..we dont really have this kind of things in our team la..but even if it does happen..pls..its hurting, but it wont last for long..because one party will apologise..and everything will be back to normal..thats a team..thats true friendship..and thats....hc..that is hc..bonds that will not break..i didnt predict wrongly..i didnt join the wrong team..yeah so what we never won? we can raise our heads up high..because we are a team..and we have fought..

hahhhahah.know what? actually the thing i hate alot is getting betrayed, not knowing i got betrayed..and not knowing who stabbed me in the back with the sharp knife...bt its always worse, when you find out that you got stabbed..and the identity of the person who stabbed you.lol =) then again..sometimes the question is not who stabbed you..is..do you deserve to be stabbed.lol.

we have a long way ahead of us..lets walk down this path together guys..i seriously appreciate all of you..for being behind me when i needed help..like..you guys are probably the only few ppl who are really supporting me no matter what my problem is...and that really helps alot..it comforts me..really..really..lets go buy our team bag..and print a team T...we gonna own..hahaha

true friends dont come by easily..lol.these are guys who actually know me, know who i am, know what i like to do, know what i dont like, know my habits..and i know the same things about them..this is a team..YEAH MAN!

oh come on..pull the bloody knife out for me guys and apply some ointment please..hahaha.i dont give a damn if there'll be a scar..i just hope that i'll always be wearing a shirt =)

so what if you DO know everything? so what if you're actually smart at all? dont be too cocky..it can be your downfall..hahahah..moral of the story..stay alert at all times..and dont.ever.ever.ever.ever.ever leave your teammates.because they'll be the ones who help you shield the knife..they'll be the ones who remove the knife for you in case it cant be stopped..they're the ones who will heal your wounds..love your teammates..have fun.

ciao

Dedicated to the number 14