retarded
lol..well..what can i say..im not really unhappy about it or what..but its just disappointing lo.yeah.like..after all..its not like i didnt put in effort..hahah..doesnt matter...we can always try again..
passed my 2.4...the results not exactly good la..actually..its rather shitty..its really rather shitty.hahaha.nver mind luh..i gave up on this year anyway..next year then get lo..start training now.by next year i'll be in condition to at least get silver..but super tired now..today was really...yesterday..i mean..i slept at 2 today.woke at 5.30..then it was lessons all the way...and choir till now..like..not now la.but after i bathe eat blah blah blah..im here..ready to die for spa tmr..im not gonna study for it la..
this is life...sometimes you just gotta pay for what you did.lol.
lol..alot of funny things happened today...alleviated some of my stress la..was feeling super f-ed up when i woke up at 5+ was lke..ready to kill...bloodshot eyes..emotionally tired..and didnt feel like giving a damn......
the absolutely gorgeous one..hahahah.wth..great term.
its great to have ppl arnd you supporting you when you're down..but sometimes..you need to support yourself..and im too tired to support myself now..im crumbling into pieces..god damn shit..thanks for the support.you guys..are the best people i can ask for...im so glad god decided to give me you guys as friends..its like..siao.thank god.thank god..there can always be better ppl out there no doubt..but im super satisfied with the friends i have now..to me..you are the best! rock on guys...
mind the grammar.lol...the last thing i'd wanna sound like is some cheem english speaker wannabe.and failing badly because i have a grammatical error in my sentence..but neh mind la..singlish la..nothing wrong sia..its our language..use it wisely ma! yeah!
loll.you just wait..you just wait......wait....thanks for the inspirational talks.all my laodas..i know you guys trying to motivate me..normally, i wld resist it.because i hate doing what others tell me to do...but..now i wanna be motivated..
dont worry..i'll be just fine.hahahah!
byebye
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