i dont feel any shame, i wont apologise

where there aint nowhere you can go..

running away from pain when you've been victimised..

tales from another broken home.

maybe i AM amazed..

sorry i cldnt make it on thurs to collect the certs or whatever..lol.im a busy man..joking =)

i cant make it on monday too..sorry ts..i end at...7.30 earliest..then tuesday.oh god 4.15...wednesday..5.30..thursday..7.30..friday my free day.tmd ji dan..i dont want to waste it collecting some bloody cert pls..not worth the time..so i've decided..i dont care.im going back on one of these days.mon to thurs..i dont freaking care.my friday is mine.so is sat..dont snatch it away from me..sunday is devoted to enrichments and tuitions and revisions whatsoever..not like the school admin centre is open anyway.ok..thats not the point..the point is..thursday and friday no lessons =)) cos got festival of life! hopefully practice is called off too..haiz.then i can enjoy 2 days..

yesterday was...omg.freaking.bloody cool.i just woke up..and slacked my life away all the way..till ph called me asked whether want go out.omg.i totally feel that in the whole bball team super super super super super zai..too bad the rest cldnt come...supposed to go sch to meet them.but i was lazy luh..so just met in town lo.kng ph jh me.hahahah.it was cool.slacking at ljs.then the lan came along..and did her art -.- and we "helped" her..then.the bball gang needed to leave alr..so go lo..went to queenstown there with kng and lan.omg..laughing the whole way..wth.i cant believe it.hahahahahaha.that was so cool =) then from queens take bus back to city hall meet wil..laughed a hell lot again..then from city hall go changi aiport wtf..when we reached there..the time was like..oh my god freaking 9..zz.sian.we had fast dinner then the rest of the activities from now onwards entirely secret.lol..but.im broke..broke to the max.my money.omg.OMG..good game.anyway got home.didnt want to sleep so tried solving rubiks..yeah.i managed to do....one side wtf..gahhh.still trying to solve the whole thing.anyway slept at 1++..woke at 8.wtf..had light breakfast.slacked all the way till 3..went for chem tuition.rocker! with ph and ljy..wj was in the class too wth..

i miss hwachong..i miss the team..i miss seeing you guys arnd the corners.and the constant pounding, poking or whatever things..i miss hc bball c div 2005..our batch's most bonded year ever..eddy ji dx tzin daniel kangkang lugou sh ricky laoniu me yewwei eechu ph zhao qy..aiya..everyone..and1monk.blah..we were never part of any achievements..but we never gave up on anything..i miss our playing.the fastbreaks.coach's teachings.

when i think back to the times we enjoyed tgt as a team..sometimes i'll somehow feel that i shld have worked abit harder..then we wldnt have had to part..and i wldnt have had to get out of hc to see the world outside..after i see the world outside..i gotta tell you.nothing beats home.esp a really big home..its too late to say all these..all i can say is..hc....is flowing in my blood, engraved on my heart..its in me..

anyway..back to impt stuff..zz.pi 1st draft dio gan..blah dee hell..have to do the second draft now..cos tues got pw.wth..hahaha.doesnt matter doesnt matter..never say die.lets go go go! thats the spirit.zi qiang bu xi.yong bu yan qi.

anyway i was watching a hc bball finals vid..which made me all pumped up..i love hc.go hc go go go..i'll be supporting hc.atw atw atw..

looking back at the past..i was abit too dumb..i shld have used my brains just that little little bit more..

on the other hand..i dont see a future...there might be none

nothing is for certain..there is never the absolute zero..but...no matter what happens....may god bless you all.. =)) dont worry..it'll be fine (thanks).. =)









dont ever weep..be strong..









amen..my best wishes =))

goodbye

Dedicated to the number 14