carry on

i wanted to write something philo..but i think its not the right time.hahah =)

yesterday was a great outing..hahahaha.but it cost a bomb..wth..my canadian money! hahah.nvm la.not like i'll be needing money any time soon =)

well..i've only started doing my ap/gp tutorial and summation tutorial today..ap/gp almost done la..its the summation that is really super gg.and theres a test tmr.but it doesnt matter luh.hahaha.atomic structure.god bless me la.hopefully i dont screw up..actually..if i take the effort to do some work..getting avg results not too difficult..depends on what i really want..its only now that i realised some things in life..its within your reach, do you want to get it?

i've been wondering about something for a very long time..my doubts are finally cleared...it feels like a load off my mind..great! hahaha.dont worry it'll be fine! =) i'll try my best to keep my promise...but its not up to me.hahaha.

its strange that...at this point in life..i finally feel a sense of belonging in choir.hahah..that day when i heard them sing our theme song..i felt an overwhelming feeling..when all the melodies from the different sections mix together..its just like cooking a big pot of wonderful food..its like when you play super well as a team..you knw..actually..right now..the teaming i miss most was one particular team that coach only played once..me alvin ricky laoniu daniel..that was...sec 3? yeah.hahahahaha.i loved it.all 5 transferred in from elite sports.not too tall..not too short.multi positional..inside outside.running.lol.i loved it.it was total run and gun!!

hahaha.im thinking of my life's journey..hahah.how i got into hc..how i got into bball..how i bonded with the team..1j2j3p4p..today i was talking to leejy...and i realised..how much i miss 1j2j...the times we had..the shen2 class..the team..i love everything about hc..it seems like ive come a long way...all the way..to cj.to aj..to where i am now..hahaha.im listening to the choir theme song..its so nice..it can seriously bring me to tears..oh my god..i realised how long i took to type this post...hahah.

i got so much to say..so little time..no words can express how much i miss pae..no words can express how much i miss hc..my teammates.my brothers.when i think of pae days..i am totally overwhelmed..totally..more so when i think of hc times..

theres no such thing as no time..its your priority..now the priority is to go and try to learn summation.if i have ANY time at all tmr..i'll post what i really want to say.

dont worry..i'll try to make it be fine..i'll try to keep my promise..thats what i like to do..rest assured.keeping my promise to you will be one of my top priorities.. =) =) time is precious time is precious dont waste dont waste..shi jian bao gui!!

lol..anyway im wondering..why'd i have so much to do with short girls this year? =P

=))

goodbye..take care.

Dedicated to the number 14