im back

comp was down for a long period of time.im back now.wow.yow..

yeahhh..so tired.these few days..marathon..eww

singing cai3 hong2 and ge1 qian3 to relieve some stress..gahh.wahh..these few days ah..alot of unexpected things happened..so stupidly dumb that i cannt even understand how it happened la seriously...i dont knw..

i gotta stop this right now.too idiotic alr..oh anyway..piano results are releasing alr i think? not very sure..but im quite sure that im screwed..wth..where got ppl piano fail until like that man..zz.this rocks..ge qian has gotta be one of the coolest songs ever man..woowwwww..i have a whole pile of tutorials to do..yet here i am not giving a hoot about it..i rock..i'll fail man..

the most you can do is hide for a moment...you cant hide forever man..you can run for awhile..but you cant run forever..you gotta stop and fight and win and move on...thats life..i just realised the true meaning of that..but at least i still found out la..not bad.

aiya..i dont even knw what im saying le..im too tired la.aiyo..really cannt take it anymore..stressed ahh..yet i have to act like nothing's wrong..and act cheerful blah blah blah all that crap =( and all of you cant even understand why..

im sorry.. =((

ciao

today is my lucky day

haiz.today is my lucky day

today is my lucky day

today...is my lucky day

搁浅

久未放晴的天空依旧留着你的笑容..

today has really been a tiring day..morning.form teacher's period.wah..then..pw lecture.then.econs lect..then.met pauline, gwee and pt to "study"..once bell struck 12.15.i left for j8.

thanks alot joanne..thanks for the notes really...hhahah.

then..it was slacking all the way from j8 to amk hub...and back to school..wapiang..hahahah.5.30 had training..so had to go back..actually.its practice la..not training.anyway..6 of us..learnt that song by ourselves..released at 6.40..went back to tp..for highlight of the day..

wah..kns...tell me what.macs..i went to tp hub the macs..dont have.i call..tell me entertainment centre..i go there.dont have..call again..yuan2 lai2 at the macs closest to my house -.- sian de leh..hahaha.anyway it was damn cool..with some old friends.and some new ones.ate dinner at that new foodcourt 2 mins away from my block..ya.after eating..talked abit.then left for home la.since the girls lived so far away..went to the mrt station with them..lol.damn dumb.after which i waited for the bus to go home from the interchange with "the man that cannot be named" (i cld have walked home from the foodcourt in 2 mins.)

hahaha.anyway on a side note..well..thats really sad news.ma de..why'd it have to turn out like that.zzz..hope its successful..many things have gone wrong this year.i hope this shit doesnt go wrong.better not go wrong.im so touched that..wow.its been the third month..since the year started..we're in different schools.and yet..we still meet up and talk like the old times..sitting there.right at that damned berth at tp interchange..talking cock about school, about ppl...about our troubles(remember?? lol) about bball..about life..

无论是孤单寂寞，或者是伤心难过。。生命中总是少不了你，我的好朋友。。一直都是。永远都会是。。但愿我们能有福同享。同甘共苦。。多年来，每次我碰到困难都找你，你有困难却一声不吭，自己扛。。谢谢你了。。我的好朋友。下不为例。。有福同享，有难同当。。懂吗？

see you guys soon in the hols..i miss the team so much..im so sorry we didnt have more outings..you guys are really the best teammates one can ask for..really..not that we are a team that nvr quarrels..but despite all the hiccups in our friendships..we are still friends..friends who sweat blood together.yahh.i really miss the times..hahaha.dont say alr la..i still need to sleep de.hahah.if i type.it'll be neverending.

yeahhh..lets go bukit timah hawker, golden rooster.btp..kap.to eat like the old days.

too tired la..so many events today.hahah.really..im too tired to think..training damn tough.wah seh..

hey j, dont make it bad, take a sad song, and make it better.remember to let her into your heart, then you can start to make it better..

ciao

i'd drive you home in a stolen car illegally

wheeeee..well..i dont wanna talk about yesterday..yesterday...all my troubles seemed so far away..zz.well..only thing worth mentioning.i guess i got over my dislike for beer..lol..i took 2 cans of tiger yesterday..it was really nice.i mean..i seldom drink beer.and i didnt like it..and it has that...nice smell and...good taste.yeah.esp in ice.i drank the first can from ntuc..it was only just cold.no ice..wah..but second can at foodcourt..tsktsktsk.damn nice..cold beer.really..wow..tiger tiger tiger! but still nothing la..compared to our favourite drink!! =))

hmm..today was cool..i woke up pretty early..practising yesterday on the guitar..one day i'll restring it backwards..and play it like paul did..lol! today very much music day la..except that i missed theory..and im damned dead..well.thats besides the point..i rmb last time when i used to sit by the piano, thinking up new melodies..fitting them to chords..well actually i think of the chords first..and fit melodies in.hahaha..but its always so depressing when one day you hear something similiar turn up as a pop song..it happened before lahh.zzz.and i cant say the music is mine..because that melody can belong to anyone..hahaha.its a matter of who claims it first..its not like the melodies i think up of are very special or nice anyway.hahaha

okkk!! i feel like recording look what you've done today.hahah.
ohh look what you've done you've made a fool of everyone...

yah..reflection time..i guess i've learnt alot from this week alone..wow.really..alot.hahahah..lol.im wondering how you did that..its really hard....you've taken the meaning of pro to a new level.

hmm.wanderlust is really a nice song..wheee.i will be here there and everywhere.here there and everywhere!!!

ciao

Dedicated to the number 14