finally, im letting go of all my downer thoughts
wah..super tired..can barely keep my freaking eyes open..today was gay.
i woke up at 7..felt really dumb..so i thought i might take a small nap till 7.30, then head for school to play bball..ended up waking up at 8.15...chionged to school.played a match with alumni..went to jihao's house..stayed awhile..took some food.went to town.left town went to mrs tay's house.ate dinner, slacked.had 2 mouths of diluted vodka.came home.haha.not bad la
damn it man.i injured my freaking left foot.it didnt hurt this much before la..i shld change shoes man..now i knw how it feels like to play bball with a smaller sized shoe..zz
im listening to blind.lol..not a bad song.i mean..ya.i knew it long ago.but relistening to it over and over again.its not bad man.hahahah.
ok man..today was quite bad.50 situps first then sleep la.i guess..zz.ahhh.i havent practised the piano.damn..zzz.ehhhh..sian leh sian leh.ahhh.eh.i forgot what i wanted to say alr leh.
鸡蛋啊，太笨了。。啊！！烦啊！真真假假，假假真真。。我怎么知道什么是真的？超笨的。真得不知道啦。我也该开始戒骗。。不断地骗人，令我自己不断怀疑大家。实在太烦了。。不知道大家是否是说实话，还是骗人的技术太高超。好烦啊。我是不爽的。。非常不爽。本来今晚不像回来了。。直接在南四家过夜。谁知道，母亲坚决不肯让我过夜，硬硬要我回家耶。。没办法啦。。咳。我是怎么了。。以前，骗人或敷衍人都不眨眼的。现在，我骗人还会惭愧喔！烦啊。。我变了不少啊。。感觉上好像是变好了。我想看自己有多久不用说慌。。每一个谎言都需要更多谎言来掩饰。。我好累啊。。骗人骗到累了。。不行了。
再见
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11:53 PM
