oh my crystal..
i really dont knw where to go from here..vj sa aj cj.sian leh..anyway..about yesterday
gahh man.we must have been crazy to drink vodka..gahh..omg man..i think about it i wanna puke ok..i dont wanna drink vodka again for a long time..oh god.yuck.yuck man
i woke up with no headache..but i cldnt rmb much.i rmb we were at dhoby ghaut.got really nasty..i think i called some ppl.cant rmb what i said though.i knw i fell down because i tried to jump.very pain.i rmb we took the last train back to tp.where we took at cab to my hse.i alighted and managed to pull myself home.dad opened the door, saying: 酒味都闻得到，还说没有喝酒。。 i msged kl and wil to tell them that i was home.msged a few others to apologise for my weird behaviour..then went to sleep alr.cldnt take it.but it didnt feel funny.
woke up 6 this morning right..felt nth leh.i thought.great, no hangover..got myself a cup of water with abit of honey..ate a biscuit..arnd 8.i felt like puking.wth.i just went to the toilet bowl, felt the choking feeling.but nth came out.just abit of water and lots of saliva.felt a little better.a little.im ok now la.no more puking feeling..
i teared just now while singing school song..i repeated it 30 over times.in diff keys.first i did c major.then i decided g was nicer..yeah.but anyway.its really emo.i mean..for the past 4 years we sang that school song without giving a damn about anything..today is really the first day i start to understand the significance of our graduation.hahaha
anyway..dont feel like doing work.just wanna rest.play piano.play guitar.eat dinner.go sleep..dont wanna think.oh shit..still have to choose schs..heck la.really.heck.
ciao
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