lol.sorry for the title..but i think its quite apt.yeah.
today was great.i mean..yeah.lectures were fine.ahahaha
after school, celebrated jiahong's birthday..then i didnt knw where to go..so many ppl have trials and all, but i dont wanna go bball trials..my bball so lousy, get owned la.hahahaha.ended up i thought i wanted to go to town..took 132 with jane and dixin..i called my sisterrr at far east stop, turns out she was in school.so.forget it.rode all the way to bukit merah interchange.strong (y).dixin alighted at crescent..jane was so nice to accompany me all the way =) lol
yah..jane wanted to buy sweets..but i wanted to pee..so we went to macs to pee..ended up eating there.like wth? hahahaha.then talk cock awhile.and went to ntuc to buy stuff.and jane went to her friend's hse, while i went home.took 132.i wanted to alight at rtc to change bus, but too lazy..just sat to macritchie then took 157 home.hahaha.very tired..
hahaha.great..great.i cant go out tmr..cos theres like piano.wth? damn..i need to train soon...im starting air alert again..need a jump..but with all the injuries and stuff..its quite hard lah..
i never loved anything more than bball..but theres really alot to life..alot more than basketball and studies and girls..its really about how you deal with stuff and make decisions..some stuff hard to settle..its one thing to fight a battle by yourself, and another to entrust the war to your comrade far away..on site fighting is always better..im going to lose man...tell me how to win.
when no one believes in me..the only thing i can do is really to believe in myself..
有些人还真够执着的，就是不肯放弃。这几天，我有想过啊，放弃是否是对的呢？不战而退，是否是正确的选择？华中校训，己利利人，己达达人。我所作出的选择是否对得起老师的教导？你是你，我是我，你作出什么中选择我不知道，不过我希望对我们都有利。大家也算蛮熟的，坦白一点，对我们都有好处。
哈哈，为什么用华语？简单，新同学个个不习惯用华语。他们不一定会读得完这个长篇大论。对我来说，那是件好事。他们并不需要知道我太多事情。反正，多一个月，我们很可能再也不会见面，见面也不会说话。我对班级是没有什么感情，可是十七号组的朋友都算不错的。嗨。没什么啦，反正我本来就不属于英校，英校生个个人为华中生不会说英语。事实上，是英校生不会说华语。
我敷衍人也敷衍够了。该做会原来的自己。会打球的自己，喜爱篮球的自己。找回原来的我，不简单啊！在公初，我几乎每句说的话都是谎话，为了不要节外生枝，随便以三言两语敷衍他人。我也太没公德心了。
你愿意吗？愿意放弃一切吗？我也没话说啦，见机行事咯.
sometimes ppl ask me,are you happy or sad? i dont knw how to ans that kinda question leh.really.i mean.sometimes im sad, bt i try to coveritup by looking happy and cracking jokes..many ppl havent seen me upset or angry before..but maybe thats because i dont wanna look upset..
give up give up, let go let go..i think if we keep letting go and giving up, theres not much point in life anyway..thinking we'll be happier giving up some things.thats wrong too....well..too much to talk about now.im really tired.i have alot of things to freaking do..and i wanna pon piano tmr.must pon early.
byebye
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10:26 PM
