its so fast..the hols havent even started for me..seriously.i dont find this very holidayish..whats so holidayish about this..gah.i just ended exams arnd 2 to 3 weeks ago..and now.4 weeks.and its back to school.wth?
i shaved twice yesterday..first time cos i felt really..err.dirty.unshaven and all..second time..because i missed out some parts during my first shave..i thought i did a very clean one alr.moustache no problem..but i cant get the hair off the chin..i shaved the sideburns.but they grow fast like any crap.wht can i do about that..seriously, i want a beard..but i want the one that covers the whole of your face..sth like that.
http://home.att.net/~chuckayoub/Paul_McCartney_biography.htmlsth like this one..but then again..i read that its really up to genetics whether we can have a long long beard..hmm.should be no problem from my mom's side of the family..i remember seeing how much chest hair my grandfather had..err.its sth i cant describe off hand..cos..its just too hard to do.hahah.its just alot..but from dad's side.im not sure.ok.ive never seen my father having beard..cos he shaves all the time.he isnt as hairy la.but i guess..if its genetics, i should be able to do it.giving it a count..i havent shaved many times really..i started shaving only this year.start of prelims..i dont shave every week..so i guess up to now.maybe 10 or less?ok la..not so little.10 to 15 times la.thats like..super little.but.hahaah.my hair is growing at an amazing rate now..at least..its growing faster than before..i shaved yesterday..it was clean.but now, i can feel the hair on my chin alr..even though i shaved it twice..really.great.
yeah.went out today...wasnt too fun.i wasnt feeling really great..esp since i slept really late last night..and had to wake up really early to pia theory..i had a terrible headache..the coffee sorta helped..nt alot though..hitman wasnt too bad..the whole point is..its one of the first nc16 movies ive watched.rather cool..since im not 16.yet.
hmm..have you ever looked at your life like..a ppt? saw everything flash by.poof..you're here..have you ever wondered? if you had a second chance, what wld you have done at that instance you needed to do sth? cld you have made a difference? you think so? well..i guess life is a one way ppt..you type the words, you cant undo it..theres no ctrl + z...gone means.gone.you can go through the slides over and over..you can never undo it.what you can do..is make the rest of the slides a good show..so that you can make up for the mistakes at the start.
well..sometimes people cannt take certain truths..and they hide from it.it takes some guts to solve problems..you dont just run away unless you've reached the limits of your ability to solve the problem...i dont even knw why im saying this in the first place..i guess all the free time has finally made me think...all these ppl i know..evryone of them.somehow its just fate...hahahaha.its just unbelievable..too cool.
hmm..when i was out today.i was at the mrt station when i saw something..someone actually.she was just some girl.some girl i cldnt rmb who..rather tall..rather loud.i didnt realise who she was..till i went out.came home..and when i saw that spot she was standing on hours before..i finally realised who she was..guess what.she was just someone i saw at rtc bus stop..very long ago.gahh.wth? why wld i rmb this..and its not something i rmb you knw..its just some sub concious memory.if i can remember something as useless as this..i cld have put my memory to better use memorising some chemistry.
someone insignificant, something insignificant..its all part of your life.
i really missed the times when there were no troubles..i dont wanna go into the "we went into hc as little weak boys and became men" part..because that is just so..cliche is such a cliche word to use.but seriously.i loved the journey.one thing i'll nvr forget..the way the team was formed..12 men team..the dream.the hopes.totally coincidental..i mean..
others, their teams are formed just so naturally.they choose where they wanna go.they get into their cca.they get great teammates.they form bonds.but ours? hahahahaha.long story man..our sec 2 team.my fav batch.eddy,kjh,dx,tzin,daniel,kng,ah lu,sh,ricky,laoniu,me,yw..what the? all in numerical order.of all these ppl.i think only eddy and tzin were in bball from the start.
jh ec3.dx ncc.daniel,kng,sh,ricky,laoniu,yw track..lol.although all different timings..sh was first? then kng.laoniu, daniel, ricky then yw..ah lu from canoeing.my case abit more complicated..you cld say.i was a free agent..no cca..nth.no goal in life..actually i had a cca.but i nvr went.one day i was into bball.suddenly everything changed..i love everything about bball and the team and coach.it was all crazy..now i think about all the trainings we had in sec 2..oh my..i rmb almost every training.what happened..what we learnt.hahahah.isnt it cool? but what was cool was..this team was assembled from nth at all..i wldnt say we were the batch who brought glory to the school.because truth be told, we didnt do that well..but, at least we started making name for ourselves..a turning pt.random gathering of ppl..i rmb we werent even gelled la during the start..everybody on his own..small cliques.no team spirit.it all changed..when we tasted victories and losses.together.
hahaha im tired..not only tired physically..im just tired.as a person.i want to feel that peace i felt a few days ago..like everything was just fine..no need for planning..no need for plotting.everything would go the right way.
hmm.my hair getting really long.2 choices.but actually 1.1st choice i have.wax/gel and style.2nd choice cut my hair..but guess what? super strong hold also cannt hold my hair..so? whats the point if it cant hold my hair up.i guess i'll cut it..i have to.before i leave.
cherish the ppl arnd you
bye
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