hey jude

i slept at 1+ yesterday.woke arnd 7.30.cldnt sleep.got up to play the piano.hahahah.i was trying to sing it in F.original key..but the voice was shaky..yeah.so i watched youtube..lol.all the ppl tried to hit high f..sad to say.nt many succeeded..its easy to tell if macca is singing..first trait.he hits the high f..second..his "dont you know" that its just you..hahaha.special one.haha

there was a girl who sang it in A major..surprisingly.most ppl sing it in Eb, E or F.the girls sing either G# or A..i tried A major..very tiring..and i cant hit the highest note..duh.hahaha.if i can then..no point girls get a higher octave.yeah..i can hit F alr..but i dont knw if its falsetto..like half half.actually its very difficult la.i realised..and.lol.there are videos on youtube giving us the impression that "fking hell" was being said in the backgrnd halfway through the song.lol?

i think its time..almost time for me..to leave some things behind...you cant carry the past with you into the future..it weighs more than its supposed to weigh.i realised how well ive been for the past few days..not very well.whats the problem..i dont want to swear about it...im just sad la..

on my old blog..i talked about this shit many times..maybe close to 50 posts..im sick..im tired..im down..i dont want anything anymore.i just want peace..peace..peace...peace please.pretty please give me peace.its difficult to be yourself.and somebody else..jealousy, greed, anger..can we not have that please..someone help..

what do you want from me?

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what do i want from myself?

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