dont look back?

i was just wondering why i changed my blog title to dont look back.like.wth? for what.it was some random inspiration i got la.really..

so what happened today? i woke up.went to raffles place to meet jamie..i opened at 7up bottle.which happened to...explode? and got me wet and sticky. -.- when i got home, i just threw the clothes somewhere..i didnt put it in the laundry cause i didnt wan to dirty the other clothes..then mum told me that all the ants were going for my clothes..when on earth did these ants start appearing..i rmb that last time i didnt have many ants at home..nowadays, put a cup of tea on the table for 10 mins..see who you got sharing ur drink with you..

i didnt play much on piano today.mainly guitar..im very sure.i did at least 50 times of let it be solo today..definitely..on top of that..i found out a terrible truth..the guitar solo performed on the mv is not my one. -.- ahhhhhh..have to relearn.i wanted to do the one on the mv..cos it looks so cool and sound so nice..but oh well..relearning it wont be as tough..cos the movement around the same..lai2 lai2 qu4 qu4 the same few notes la..ok..omg.i found the ninth of march gtp tabs..ahhh.very confusing.cos the guitar provides base.and the singing notes are the right handed ones..then at one point, the electric guitar does the solo and that becomes my right hand.very confusing..found yesterday gtp too..finally.omg im learning it.

hmm..tmr morning first thing i'll record powdered snow..then..second thing i'll do..hahaha i rmb..play ge qian.then..omg.whats the name of that song..oh yeah.flights of fancy is it? hahaha...then..i dont love you.hmm.after that.i'll try your call.on guitar.then piano..by then..i'll be done having fun and it'll be arnd 12.if nth goes wrong i'll have my first driving lesson tmr.if sth goes wrong.i'll continue playing music.still got rehearsal at night.haiz.

anyway im like at epi 8 of heroes..lol.amusing show and exciting at the same time.but seriously..its gross.shit man.

for once in a very long time..i felt at peace with myself..no troubled and conflicting thoughts..no plots.no rivalry.no schemes or malicious intentions.and then i woke up.and found that it was a dream.as i expected..

i think ive figured out the plot..i need more time to think about it...bt then again..should i really probe into it? or should some things be left untouched? maybe, the more we think, the further we get from the truth..possible..very possible..maybe the truth lies right in front of my eyes..but i always seem to think that you cant get the truth without putting in effort..whatever..this is so annoying

byebye.

Dedicated to the number 14