dont look back?

i was just wondering why i changed my blog title to dont look back.like.wth? for what.it was some random inspiration i got la.really..

so what happened today? i woke up.went to raffles place to meet jamie..i opened at 7up bottle.which happened to...explode? and got me wet and sticky. -.- when i got home, i just threw the clothes somewhere..i didnt put it in the laundry cause i didnt wan to dirty the other clothes..then mum told me that all the ants were going for my clothes..when on earth did these ants start appearing..i rmb that last time i didnt have many ants at home..nowadays, put a cup of tea on the table for 10 mins..see who you got sharing ur drink with you..

i didnt play much on piano today.mainly guitar..im very sure.i did at least 50 times of let it be solo today..definitely..on top of that..i found out a terrible truth..the guitar solo performed on the mv is not my one. -.- ahhhhhh..have to relearn.i wanted to do the one on the mv..cos it looks so cool and sound so nice..but oh well..relearning it wont be as tough..cos the movement around the same..lai2 lai2 qu4 qu4 the same few notes la..ok..omg.i found the ninth of march gtp tabs..ahhh.very confusing.cos the guitar provides base.and the singing notes are the right handed ones..then at one point, the electric guitar does the solo and that becomes my right hand.very confusing..found yesterday gtp too..finally.omg im learning it.

hmm..tmr morning first thing i'll record powdered snow..then..second thing i'll do..hahaha i rmb..play ge qian.then..omg.whats the name of that song..oh yeah.flights of fancy is it? hahaha...then..i dont love you.hmm.after that.i'll try your call.on guitar.then piano..by then..i'll be done having fun and it'll be arnd 12.if nth goes wrong i'll have my first driving lesson tmr.if sth goes wrong.i'll continue playing music.still got rehearsal at night.haiz.

anyway im like at epi 8 of heroes..lol.amusing show and exciting at the same time.but seriously..its gross.shit man.

for once in a very long time..i felt at peace with myself..no troubled and conflicting thoughts..no plots.no rivalry.no schemes or malicious intentions.and then i woke up.and found that it was a dream.as i expected..

i think ive figured out the plot..i need more time to think about it...bt then again..should i really probe into it? or should some things be left untouched? maybe, the more we think, the further we get from the truth..possible..very possible..maybe the truth lies right in front of my eyes..but i always seem to think that you cant get the truth without putting in effort..whatever..this is so annoying

byebye.

rather gay day hey.

lame shit.today was usual.no diff from the rest..just wake up do shit..oh yeah.i recovered from yest.i can play guitar again.happy.i did another dozen of let it be solos.err.from 4.i sat there non stop till 4.40.playing let it be over and over again..lets say i did stop a little for toilet and sms..that'll be 10 mins..so.30 mins.each solo is 30 seconds. +-..how many times is that.2 times per minute.60 per 30 mins.but i dont think i did that much.so minus abit.at least.got 40.hahah.damn tired..but very happy.ahahah

AND..i tried to record march ninth many times..first time i was like almost succeed.closing le..then my mum started talking.i was like.AHHHHHHHH..second time.i record until halfway.i looked at my phone while playing one hand chords.i realised..omg.my phone not recording.-.-..i was like.aiya..really very..RARE.that i had a great version of the song la..ended up.the rest all not too good.cos i was really tired of playing that song..and i was pissed off..my neighbour kept slamming the door..seriously.pissed me off to the max please..slam door.im nt sure if im paranoid.but everytime i play, there seems to be door slamming.SHIT MAN.everytime they slam the door.i'd slam the keys.just press random keys to clash and produce some weird sound to show my unhappiness too..i cant stand it..its not like im playing at 12 midnight or what right.anw.when i play at 12 midnight i put silent pedal de ok..

haiz..then went out for dinner.but my dear friend....was late.for..hmm..40 mins. -.- nevermind.watched enchanted.l-o-l..the italian job..hahahahahah.i tell you.the best part of the show is the italian job..apple martini.NUMBER 1! hahahaha.hahahahaha.SERIOUSLY.italian job.yeah ok the story was..i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus to j8.which happens to be 88.and...as i walked to the bus stop.i realised.i just missed my 88 -.- waited at the bus stop.another 88 appeared in 10 mins..but this one abit crazy.wth.got see b4 bus cut lane like race car b4? he was driving his bus like a race car..rather.i think.his race car was in the form of a bus..omg.i didnt take that..and despite all these..i still made it in time.

wah..crazy shit man.really.no joke no joke.when i left j8..i realised that i missed 88 again.omg.cldnt stand it la.since i had nth much to do really.i walked on to ri bus stop to wait lo..hahaha.wasnt much of an exciting day..ok.tmr record 粉雪..done man..done.im gonna do it.no fear no fear.

yeah yeah.im gonna watch heroes maybe.or maybe i just watch a mv..and sleep.omg.OH NO..I JUST REMEMBERED..IM SUPPOSED TO SLEEP EARLY..tmr morning got bs.hahaha

okok.

its time to say.many years from now..i might be saying this.but i'll say it first.

byebye

十二月十五日

几笨一下..hahaha.i think its rather cool la..2 whole years we learnt msian chinese from mr hon.but he nvr taught us all these stuff lo..i rmb when i was young my cousins from msia used to say this very often.hahaha.几步变宜一下喔! lol.i wrote bian as that bian cos they pronounced it as that bian4..lol.cool leh.brief summary of my whole day.at home other than 40+ mins at theory.super sian.

i was at home.playing guitar all the way..skipped breakfast skipped lunch.went for theory.and my mum brought my brothers out la..when i came home and found the door closed i was like.oh shit..im gonna die.hahaha.so lucky, i found my key.turns out mum was hiding at US due to the heavy rain.lol.

then..whole night spent experimenting with music till now..didnt manage to do anything special..except trying to figure out how to play the ninth of march guitar solo on the piano with accompaniment..super sian.have to slow down, hear, and experiment.i dont knw how to go abot playing the other songs.czerny's etudes..like.wth.theory hw.huh? currently.firstly i gotta settle tong hua.then...i'll play alot of other stuff.i always wanted to try yesterday.it seems challenging la.haha.hey jude got nothing la..haiz.too bad.just chords and some chromatic movement.minimal movement.fun song to sing to..but nth to play really.let it be is fun..ON THE GUITAR! lol.piano is just repeating chords.okok.forget it.im getting nowhere.i need to get out tmr.since im alr crippled.i mean.without my left hand fourth finger i cant do much really..all my hammers all depend on fourth finger.dont have means gone case.hahah.

ok..hmm.plans.no plans..sleep early tonight.wake up early.do a perfect recording of ninth march..wah siao this song ah..dont hear often dont find it good leh..the more i play the more i like.oh anyway.i tried out secret..omg.its not easy to mug that piece..cos i havent found the..movement yet.lol.its like..the notes flying all over the place la..cannt really get the feeling.hahah.

i feel so sad =( i cant play the guitar for at least a few days la..seems like it wasnt such a good idea to rush through let it be..shit.my finger really hurts la.and in the afternoon i was like having spasms..cldnt even type properly.haha.gahh..hmm.i was also reading the books i borrowed from the library..about macca..lol.i read this passage somewhere which said sth like..err.paul would be playing the piano.paul would be playing the guitar, the bass, the drums.everything..wah siao..multi talented person la.haiz..sad.

sometimes it feels really good to be doing music..away from the court and everything.but the thing is, no matter what.i still miss playing bball..i shall go back to play soon.i miss the courts alot..really.alot..hahhaha.i go to sleep thinking about these stuff.

aiya..these few days posts lengthy cos i got really nth much to do.hahaha.except for music.im ready.for ball.hahaha.haiz..so many first times this year..

first time i really played a guitar.the first song i really ever learnt to play was qing tian.then your guardian angel.first time i drank a whole bottle of wine by myself.first time i drank with friends.first time i went to the library to study.first time i went to changi airport in..god knows how long man..first time first time.first time.so many first times in one's life..make it worthy.hahaha

have fun guys.im exhausted..to the max..really.hahahaha.these few days.troubled over so many problems..very tiring.i seek solace in making music..YEAH! when i recover i promise i'll record a "no mistake" version of let it be guitar solo, ninth of march and yesterday.hahaha.yeah.im really tired alr..cant take it man.aiya by tmr.i'll finish ninth of march.hey.i realised..quite cool

its time to say

byebye

oh my..

lol.new blog..not really.i just moved my old blog away..hahahahah.hows eveybody?

oh yeah..when's my sisterrr coming home? hahaha =)

these few days rather dull.people either working or training.cannt find people..not that im that free myself but our scheds clash..gah.im supposed to go to town tmr..but..there seems to be a small tiny problem.that is, the theory lessons i have at 4.00..hahaha.right smack in the middle of the day.cant go out early.nth to do anyway.not sure if they can make it at 5..i hope can.then dinner and slack..discuss later.haaha.ive been spending some time with the guitar and the piano.lol.

my left hand's condition abit bad la.hahaha.kept trying to do let it be solo..lol.no joke i think i did more than 60 or 70 times since yesterday..not that its alot.but for me its alot la.can? hahaa.with the rusty frets and dirty strings, my fingers now greenish.AND AFTER ALL THAT.i still cant do it properly..cos i learnt the wrong version =( the tabs not accurate man.seriously i trust my ear more..i heard the original song..THATS the one i want..lol.and i saw this guy do on youtube.very nice..except that he did it on an electric guitar.and i did it on a folk guitar changed into classical guitar because i dumbly bought classical guitars strings to restring -.- for me personally, the action abit high..as in the strings further from the fretboard.

the way i know it (cos i dont have an electric) electric has a lower action..so..easier to press la.thats why he play until so happy.although i think he'd stil have managed it with my guitar.wah sian man.i press also wanna die already.still have to do slides and hammers and pulloffs.and right.the pulloffs are almost like..cannt hear one.unless i try very hard.but when you're playing running notes its not easy..thats why have to train.hammer really no problem la.haha.but its the pulloffs.still..i managed to play it.since i learnt the wrong one at first.and did arnd 40 times with that, its difficult to change the habit.lol..

and the slides have made my fourth finger condition damn bad.hahahaha.next challenge, play it with right hand.lol.impossible la.try cannt meh? hahaha.im trying tears in heaven also.not easy man.then im going to do yesterday..lol.this one hardest one lo.how to do yesterday? no tabs for the version macca did..theres a tutorial on youtube but i dont wanna play that version.that guy tuned his guitar in d in order to play the song in the original f..sian.i dont wanna tune all that stuff.troublesome.i can do your call alr.hahaha.so happy.oh i realised dark blue no tabs leh.i mean.they dont have those impt roles i guess?

yeah..piano's going fine i guess.except that i cant do the czerny stuff.and all that lol.crazy..lol.my fingers often suffer from spasms now due to overplaying.hahah.when i put my left hand fingers straight and relax..they just curl up automatically like they pressing on frets.lol.funny.quite bad la.omg.im like super scared of theory tmr.im so dead.i havent finished my hw la.

i want to play while my guitar gently weeps.so cool la.the song.hahaha.haiz.these few days really abit bad leh.alot of ppl gone.not many ppl left in sing leh.i mean.jh hs yc.these people i go out with most of the time.they're gone.america china hk.kang and eddy got training.the rest so many of them have jobs.other than these, others get cooped up at home.hhaaha.suddenly right.staying at home not very fun alr.hahaha.im not gamer.so no point.i need to take a break from guitar.so..no point i stay at home.i cant play the piano very well either cos of the finger spasms..so.yeah.i think i shall go out after theory tmr. yepp =)

wah yc i tell you you better come back..alot of ppl waiting for you to rescue them.and right, if you dont come back ah im gonna feel like i wasted my favourite pick on you.lol.eh although its cheap, but its my favourite pick leh, you see all the decorations all wear off le.cos i keep playing mah.eh, if not because of you, i wont need to use my fingers to pluck the strings la.and get green coloured fingers..lol.i give you leh.you better come back i tell you.haha.

everybody stay safe have man.those overseas come back safely soon.those in sing..hahaha.see you arnd.

byebye

Dedicated to the number 14